So I head upstairs. They are the only two up there so I know they've been at me saying who knows what. Like I wrote I know Mizuki is on my side and I am also starting to think at this time this date thing is becoming more about me and her than me and Kiwako... I sit down and told them I ordered some stuff. I am not pissed about them coming early, but the situation was and is a little awkward. I want to find out what's the deal with Kiwako and why she is constantly trying to push me around and I am having to teach her a lesson each time...

"Kiwako" came riding in on her high horse with her first knight about 10 minutes late... She told me she was going to bring a friend in the morning before our planned get-together. That was fine with me. I knew that she had a class that day and that was probably the reason she was a bit late, so I just sent her a mail to just meet me at the restaurant. They both were smoking hot. Seriously hot college students.

I am getting more and more into what I`ve been into lately. For the first time in my life I am finding myself spending up to my limit each month and I wonder why I haven`t thought of this before... When I start to dip into my savings I know I`ve gone too far, but right now I am on even and loving it. The past couple months have been the least stressful in the last 7 or 8 years. I cut my hours at work back to 20 hours a week and at the same time have replaced at least some of the pay cut with my own things that I really enjoy. This has made all the difference.

Focus, the art of the smile, rythm in quiet

I never claimed to be the sharpest tool in the shed, I know that.

But, what I do much better than most people is surround myself with people who do know something about something. I also have great focus. In America communication is easy... for obvious reasons. I have no problem expressing myself as crass and obnoxious as it may be.

The convo with the 4 girls put me onto straightening up my game a bit, so I decided to read some of the PUA books a certain champion former YD gave me and that shit lit me up. Just the rock-back like you are gonna leave alone has paid off big. This afternoon alone at the gym I got a talking to as soon as I sat down to stretch from a girl I spoke to one time about how we should go out after the gym. I told her I had plans and she asked me if I was free after that. 10 minutes later another girl same thing. ON FUCKING FIRE.